原来我以为是生活就是没什么意思，后来发现是我的生活没什么意思

我是真的有群聊恐惧症吧！

社恐已经从现实生活中蔓延到了互联网上面，就每次说了什么要是没人理我，很突兀地就我回完大家都不说话了的那种，我真的会瞬间就尬到想退群。

暗自决定，此生不会再在里面说一个字。

I really have group chat phobia!

Social fear has spread from real life to the Internet. Every time I say something, if no one pays attention to me, I suddenly go back to the kind where everyone doesn't speak, I will be embarrassed to want to quit the group in an instant.

Secretly decided that I would not say a word in it in my life.

小时候在动物园 ，我逛了一个又ー个笼子，看介绍牌上的说明：每种动物吃什么，又会被什么吃掉，它们喜欢什么，住在大自然中的什么地方。

没有一块介绍牌上说，动物喜欢住在笼子里，可它们都待在里面。

When I was a child in the zoo, I visited one cage after another and looked at the instructions on the introduction board: what animals eat, what they will be eaten, what they like, and where they live in nature.

None of the introduction boards said that animals like to live in cages, but they all stay in them.

虽然嘴上说着不过圣诞节这种类似的节日，但是心里很希望，能在一天天无聊的日子里，能有人给自己一个惊喜。

Although I can't say that Christmas is a similar Festival, I hope someone can surprise me in the boring days day by day.

原来我以为是生活就是没什么意思，后来发现是我的生活没什么意思。

Originally, I thought life was boring, but later I found that my life was boring.

这么多年好像还是一点长进都没有。

遇到挫折还是只想逃避，遇到坏的人还是会选择去相信，遇到不好的感情，半夜还是会藏在被子里偷偷掉眼泪，也还是会因为朋友或者同事的一句话就难过很久。

以前是这样，现在还是这样。

但是我一点都不想这样，我想活得潇洒一点，快乐一点，有趣一点。

It seems that I haven't made any progress for so many years.

Encounter setbacks or just want to escape, encounter bad people will still choose to believe, encounter bad feelings, hide in the quilt in the middle of the night and secretly shed tears, and still feel sad for a long time because of a word from a friend or colleague.

It used to be like this, but it's still like this.

But I don't want to do this at all. I want to live a natural, happy and interesting life.

感觉大家都好忙，相册里存了好多照片也不知道发给谁。

时间久了又觉得好没劲啊，就偷偷删掉。

长大真没意思。

I feel everyone is so busy. There are a lot of photos in the album and I don't know who to send them to.

I feel so boring after a long time, so I secretly delete it.

It's boring to grow up.

那些美好的、此消彼长的、从一而终的、念念不忘必有回响的、兜兜转转最后还是对方的圆满爱情，只会发生在纸片人身上。

而现实，往往都是一地鸡毛混着破碎的心。

Those beautiful, ebb and flow, from the beginning to the end, never forget to have an echo, go around, and finally the other party's perfect love will only happen to paper people.

In reality, it is often a chicken feather mixed with a broken heart.

越发觉得朋友圈越来越没劲儿了，看到的大部分的动态都是些工作上的东西，感觉它好像彻底死了一般。

没有人会发真心的动态了，稍微说一些发自内心的话，又要谨小慎微地设置分组。

发了没过几分钟，你就想立马删除，真没意思。

I feel that the circle of friends is becoming more and more boring. Most of the dynamics I see are work things. I feel that it seems to be completely dead.

No one will send sincere dynamic, say a little from the heart, and set up groups carefully.

After a few minutes, you want to delete it immediately. It's really boring.

我没有专精的爱好，什么也都是一知半解。

生活里的种种都唤不起我更深的热忱，除了羡慕别人，我什么都不会。

关键是我知道我好废，但并没有尝试改变过。

I don't have a professional hobby and know a little about everything.

All sorts of things in life can't arouse my deeper enthusiasm. I can't do anything except envy others.

The point is that I know I'm useless, but I haven't tried to change.

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